hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

stayed at home for a whole day this sunday, haven't done this in so many months i think. have been reaching home at odd hours for at least 4 days this week, so decided to be guai today. enjoyed the time with my family also lah, certain moments were.. well.. nice.

friday night i went for IG 11's bbq. like, finally, since i skipped all their outings until this fateful friday. after the pepperdate with pamela at taka, went to RC with her and then headed down to cjc to meet the rest and headed to leonard's (leonard from my IG, not class) house, which was in bukit timan T_T

anyway, it was rather enjoyable. surprisingly i dont feel left out.. but the IG ah, they really turn every single decent sentence/comment into a dirty joke. >_< our chef, joel, is really super pro lah.. generally enjoyable outing, cabbed home and burn a hole in my pocket, ouch.

this entire year so far has been rather mad.
in these less-than-two-months, i know like around 50 new people, all in a new environment, utter new culture. then i discovered i am not as adaptable and sociable that i though i can stretch towards lah. in a few weeks, going to be thrown into another new environment. maybe this is how the govt ensure that we are all-rounded and have friends, lol. i am rather apprehensive but i am excited about it as well..

this time of the yr, have a lot of random gatherings, new class, OG etc. even meeting up with pri sch tuition mate the coming tues! come to realise that certain people u can keep in your life, some people they merely come in and leave an impression in the back of your mind, others you dont even remember, a few you treasure and bother to maintain the friendship..
it is rather cool seeing people grow alongside you. like how the klan and i used to wear boardshorts, tees and spects, to now, contacts, nice clothes and all. obviously i am not just talking about the physical appearance, but in terms of thoughts and likings etc.
cool to see munyee doing so well in her sch (: and esther too. oh, these are pri sch people i actually talk to till this date.

i think you are right.
i have limited energy. i am no superwoman who can do some body splitting and turn up at all the gatherings at the same time. not to mention i have limited curfew-breaking days.
i will still hang on and see how it goes, dude. (:

my body is malfunctioning recently.
ever since withdrawing from cjc, i have been slacking alot, waking up at noon then going out because people are only free after noon. this will not do man. i am losing my ability to sleep for four hours T_T

saturday was packed.
second saturday of the northeast training class, rather interesting.. guess the next few weeks would be more exciting.
if you are not coming, you better not miss out, rawr!
ended the day at tiamo with gi's team and shirley.
she shared some stuff that woke me up a little.. hurhur.

was wondering about smth this morning.
out there, people's self worth are dependent on many different things.
if you are muti-talented, can play certain rare instruments/play sports really well, you are valued. if you are in certain leadership positions, you are given certain amount of respect and ability to influence, whether those under yr leadership actually like you or not. if you are blessed with a pretty face, you will naturally receive more attention than other people. if you are rich, you are wanted. this makes me think of how me n sunny were discussing that in spore, to have good grades, you need to be rich. parents fund yr enrichment/tuition... so you will be better than the avrg kid out there.

back here, i hope the system doesn't go this way.
not the L nor the numbers.

only change is for eternity.
hahaha, mdm bumblebee taught us this is sec one.
the only thing i rmbered from a yr of education from her, lalala.