hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

i realise in really suck at admin matters - -"
the enrolment took me so long, well, the main reason was my laziness, but i kuku alot also.
had to head to the bank today, get people to fax some forms 'cause i filled them in wrongly the first time round and Dad's place has NO internet and after i finally sealed up the envelope, i dump it in the wrong mailbox.
*weak smile.

oh, tomorrow is my last day of work!!! :D
after that, i will have two more weeks of holiday and orientation is starting. cannot decide whether or not to dread orientation... orientation activities/games are really tiring, hope they do a good job this year and make them tiring but fun. we'll see...
and i am determined to make these two weeks count!
so... date me out! shall go date those people i have been dying to catch up with (;

i claim you nauseate me,
but yeah, i am not any better...

human beings are so ... weak.
even though some may have lived on this earth for several decades, immaturity, myopic viewpoints can be spotted so easily... like as though people have never grown, the inner child is still wailing,"can someone help? i can't do this on my own."

Someone is willing to help.

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"ahh, i dont wana wake up. it's freaking 530am"
"ahh, where is my pinafore?"
"ahh, why so many andersonians everywhere?"
"ahh, mrs poh is behind me, omg."

flustered morning.
went down to ANDss to meet nea1 but only yiteng, sarah and tian showed up. they were being great armour bearers, or rather, bodyguards, since i was looking so outstanding in bright yellow pe tee and fbt shorts and sneakers... which is not what they wear to school.
my "extreme patriotism" results in me stuffing my pinafore in some forgotten corner of the house, so i got no choice but appear outstanding..
went around the block with them and we know some juniors, by then i had to run off before i get stuck in assembly. gosh, the though of that is terrorising...
long bus ride home, managed to wake up right at my stop. went home and never nap!, comp-ed instead.

"ahh, i am late for report collection"
"ahh, we still have to queue?"

went to collect my medical report, and thank God, i am perfectly okay and fit for the course. :D though they did take some time. sata's like synonymous with slow. the middle aged man in front of me was fuming mad at their low efficiency.

oh, saw a rather heart wrenching scene. actually maybe it's just i am paranoid, but from my observations, this is what i inferred.
this particular guy is preparing to go to a certain poly course and went for checkup and realised he has partial colour deficiency and feels very upset about it, stormed out of the place with his girlfriend trailing after him and insists that he go appeal for another course.
ouch.
well, got my report faster than i expected and left for home on another long bus ride.

"ahh, cant squeeze all the words into one page, grr."

did apr bulletin till 5pm and rush down to meet tian and teng @ amk, with my head in the sec4-after-extra-lesson saturated feeling ):
forsake my plans for the day and had a good time chatting and sharing my personal thoughts and those moments i smile at...

travelled home with tian and met panghuishan! when she was walking out of the train and she told me xin was in the train. at yishun, parted with tian and walked around the pasar malam with wongcixin! uhm, we were uninterested in what the market was selling, was merely chatting and catching up, then i walk her to her house and she waited for my bus (:

I MISS THEM.

today was a rather hiong day, with much travelling about, haven't done such things for a long time. but i like, fruitful day well spent!

off to chiong the bulletin...

saturday was fun, generally.

met up with tian and sarah before service and hung at the escalator leading up to cuppage level six.. saw many grads people walking around and towards america room for their farewell. T_T
service's worship was well-led, atmosphere was sky-high, enjoyed my time...

had an interesting affirmation session during meeting though i was squeezing my way through to pass the tiny marshmallow with choc to the grads people as a tiny farewell gift. omly realised the great number of dear grads 06/07 leaving when they stood up to be prayed for. the entire meeting was rather rushed, and the cool teaching about david and goliath was rushed too. :/

the CLs then rushed off to take the coach to ECP for our retreat.
the bus driver was rather legalistic, and refused to allow standing on the bus, so a dozen people have to make their way there on public transport ):

it was a hilarious bus journey.
yihui was supposed to take photos of urban landscape for her geog. (aj rather lame...) then the driver, whom i initially thought was a mean guy, was so funny! he slowed the bus just so yihui could catch the sights on film. then he keep "QUICK! TAKE THAT! THE SUN etc" causing the camera people to be more than flustered.

oh, we saw the almost completed ferris wheel!
it looks rather out of place being in spore, but yay, hope to go there and take a ride in the near furture..

started off the retreat with food.
and games.
in which i was somehow made the teamleader unknowingly ._." but not bad lah, got to know some new CLs from other districts. (: carried on with the programme with best CL of the district awards and shirls spoke to us...

after that, phototaking, and many people got to zao already...
walked to get drinks with pete,deng,rach and gi. more phototaking, making use of the awesome wind...

then it rained, zzz, and out plans were screwed up. ): thus, no more cycling! T_T

walked and cabbed down to cinne with rach, sun and alvin for Music&Lyrics!
my first latenight film, yah, rather loser i know.
met up with freedy who very nicely booked ticket for us and BK-ed, played some photohunt and caught the movie at 2am >_< some links at youtube courtesy of sunnyleow: (the song is nice, but you'll appreciate it more if you watch the show.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZ6rHxHHeQs
this one is an extract from the movie.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHHaNo8H9k0&NR
this one is the nice song with rather boring graphics... but with lyrics!

i fell asleep for a while during the film :X thank God alvin woke me up, rach fell alseep for awhile too... haha. we then cabbed back to the chalet to pei deng and jon who decided to forgo movies. (yah, $$$)
by then, jon konked out already, so me,rach,sun headed over to macs with deng for breakfast.

uhm, i dont know what happened because i fell asleep for ten mins?... deng is the only one who ate at first cause the rest just konk out too. then they woke up and eat and we left the chalet...
kinda sad that we miss sunrise/cycling because of the rain...
next time shall be better. (:

after a v long 3-bus journey home, i bathe and slept at 9am.
and woke up at a glorious time of 430 pm and ate duck rice for breakfast >_>

i am really aging.
last time after chalet/stayover/training camp, all i need is 2 or 3 hours of sleep...
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i thought that this is one of the simplest places around on this island but apparently the more i loiter around here, the more my eyes open.

(please do not be insecure and think that i am taking about you, because i am just ranting about stuff in general)

some, an absolute disappointment.
it's like watering a plastic plant. they never grow, they never get nurtured.
maybe not never, just negligent growth.
they wail and rant and grumble and complain and whine about people not caring about them, about those above being nonchalant.

what they not know, they invade our thoughts regularly.
our incessant worries.
even till the point we flash our white flags and plead to surrender, because tried all, and all failed.
then we "enjoy" the "great moment" to see the plastic plant fall out the window and get chewed up by a passing dog. seeing it self destruct before our eyes. ooo, "sweet".

out of all the times you whine and want things to change so you could be happy,
think about whether you play any part in changing them.
there is no place that can suit everyone's absolute needs, even more so when noone tries.
and yah, i am speaking to myself about this too.

beyond the glamour and glitz of the stage lights, broken soul so shattered.
i guess the healing is not complete, and now more healing is required.
dogs eat fried fish?

utter random-ness:

ha, look! my handphone cover.
and if you know me well enough, you know i dont have a digicam- or rather, one that i will use. so, i took this photo with my phone. which means...

my phone has broken into TWO!

it's a mighty warrior. everything is functioning as per normal, though its cover is gone and it has been thrown around more times than i walk about.
haha, this is how i develope attachment to phones. remember my N3200 which needs to be plastered, literally, i stuck two plasters to put the front and back convers tgt.

hurhur.

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went to do the medical checkup that TP requires for enrolment.
or rather, all polys require for most courses...
went to the woodlands sata branch and my jaw dropped.
the queue was extending out of the clinic when i got there and i took 30mins to actually enter the clinic -_-"

the second station, xray, took 5mins then i waited for two hours before the urine test.
very troublesome.. though i cannot understand why they take so long, but there were really alot of people around. i saw like almost ten people with the TP envelope and made friends with this girl who was there alone too, chemical engineering student :O somehow she seems very gleeful about choosing her course over jc through the polite conversation we share.. hmm.. for most other people, they came with fellow coursemates. the place turned into a place of gathering for some also, like "aye! you r here too! what course?!" was heard several times.. i managed to leave the civiccentre, walk over to causeway point to get my ic photo taken and developed while eating a donut slowly and head back, just when they call my name for the last two stations, super zun, hohoho. the lady who attended to me was very sweet spirited and apologetic, good service man. but i took like almost 4 hours for the whole procedure. ($#%#$%!!)

so got to go back and collect the report next week.
still dont know why they want us to do medical checkup.. oh well.

went down back to Dad's place for work ):
got a scare when some evil liar lie to me that pm was terrible. ( :P )
thank God everything went fine!

recently, things seem to be rather tough for many people.
people are caught up with towering heaps of to-dos and assignments from school as they go up the secondary levels and even to jc/poly. so much so that serving God seems rather impossible, amidst the business and ridiculous deadlines and workload..
i tell you God will make a way, if you WANT to try.

looking forward to tomorrow!!!

haven't felt that extent of disappointment.
no doubt, stuff's been rather tough on the M-side, but today, i could have just snapped.

had a rather nasty morning.
you know what irritates and frustrates me the most?
not lateness, not unavailability, but uncontactability.

it's very ARGH when you need to look for people urgently yeah...
so my poor phone suffered the plight of being thrown across the room :X
was sitting around and fma-ing in the morning too.

the day got better when i went out to catch up with limqiaoling. walked around bugis and we both spent our money away getting new clothes >_<

on the bus back home, we saw:

it's a cool deco outside an interior design shop i think.
made up of the cartoon character series, the one that takes the form of yihui's pouch, for those who cant see it in the pict.
uber cute, wondered who and how they made it.
thank God the bus stopped at the redlight and i had plenty of time to snap away. (:

on the way back, stopped by amkhub and see sunny get his shoes.
woah, go try the snow desert place (basement one) there.
the icy creamy flakes topped with fresh mango/strawberries is awesome!

and i am getting very sleepy, very old, with backaches... thus the short entry.




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this is one memorable day.
early in the morning... actually not really, near noon, went to RC for gi's meeting with yihui.
to our horrorrrr, i found a packet of chicken wing BONES in the middle of the room, in the middle of snack wrappers and all.
if i find the culprit, i shall make him clean RC for life >: (
so, yihui swept and mopped the floor but it was still super dirty and flies were making themselves comfortable in the place. so, we waited in the kitchen (ywam was worshipping in the living room) for gi to come and whined to move to another meeting place.

thus, i didnt lead worship for this week again, probably the fourth time due to changing of meeting places, lol.

after the meeting, yihui got ultimately pangseh-ed, lol!
jontay tempted everyone into kboxing, and the muggers who were supposed to mug with her decided that kbox > mugging and abandoned her. her hope of meeting pete n deng were stashed because they were meeting Me and i am not mugging man :X took bus to tpy with yihui and simon to meet some people who were mugging there.... and headed down to douby with rachel fong and meet the guys there for NAFA SVA grad show 07. (sorry cixin, too rushed so never ask you :/)
it was an uber fun outing!

this grad show is better than Ignite, which is nafa gradshow last year i think, and the MM people there are really friendly. a few spoke to us about their films which are rather interesting, esp twists at the end, and asked about our schools etc. last year noone bothered about the visitors...

after that, walked to bras basah!
dengky and pete went into swee lee and explored about excitedly, while me and rach sat at the entrance and chatted. she were saying we are like the mothers of two hyperactive kids, lol. after some time, we went up to this place that sells cool design books and mags, but realised we dont have the cash, and they went back down to POPular to buy tys >_<>

anyohhow, it seems like a short outing in words, but the duration was rather long, and being with them and crapping is just simple FUN! :D

we parted and the guys headed back to find yihui while rach and me went to bugis street for food @ bugis cafe. ate my wonderful icecream with brownie. their brownie is really nice, go try... oh but halfway through, a brainless fly (do flies have brains?) smack into my iceream and die-ded on the spot, lol. poked it out of the icecream with a spare fork and another fly resided on the fork lying on the table... uhm, today is a day the flies set out to terrorise me?
after that, walked around and rachel got a bag she needed and it was hometime :/

yibayibayandelehhhhh. <-random and, clapclap,_____,clapclap,_____. (inside joke. noting down for memories sake) * it's the touch the human skin would not resist, it's the toying with the emotional being. the consequence, memories to overwrite, and no, i won't try no more. pictureperfect moments would be complete when time is ripe to take them. rachel and i were chatting and we concluded nowadays boyfriends are like another accessory for a girl, while girls serve as some form of recognition to a guy's social status, in many teenage relationships.

oh and, we were sitting and lamenting about how fast everyone is growing up and moving on and becoming so busy with their lives. kinda true eh. EONS ago, in prisch the situation is relatively simple, i like you and you like me, we become "best friends" and stick tgt with one another in class. now, as people move from one life station to the next, getting alot of friends but the friendship is a lot less dependent on one another, people pretty much live their own lives, becoming individuals who are individualistic? (no wonder Apple is so successful with self-centered products- iMac, iPod, iPhone etc.)

random rantings, a result of a day well spent and a tired blogger typing here...

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and with this, i bid the days of bulky billabong bagpacks which bump into everyone, kappa shoes that wear off super quickly, horrible hair tying skills, pe lessons, ...
goodbye.

got the A4 brown envelope from TP saturday evening.
a lot of admin forms...

new phase of life.

(i am so sorry thats such a lousy photo for both of us, but i still like it, so im using it, wahaha.)

here goes...

Yihui has been my shepherd and leader since... forever? ever since i received Christ in 2004, i have been under her care.

really want to appreciate her faith and perservering spirit that she never gave up on me when i was being a really really difficult newBeliever and when the group was not growing then.

she persuaded me for very long before i gave in and finally relented to come for one night of the Ultimate Dare camp in 2005. after that, i finally decide to commit. (that was around 6 months since conversion which is really a long period of time) since then, really want to thank her for her many encouragements, especially with the responsibilities that come with new and heavier commitments.

the times where she painstakingly taught me singing and guitar skills touched me, especially since i am no where near musically inclined :X

her life has been exemplary for me- she gives what she can for her studies and ministry. since she entered j1, life has been really hectic, so i am really thankful that she took nights off and took train back home with me from town to yishun and chat on the way, then take a long busride home.

it's been a long spiritual ride since day one, till me taking over the caregroup she once led, and supporting her in ZION too. you know i cant express myself very well with words but really, Thanks for everything. (:
it's rather weird to type appreciation and blog it publicly... >_<

await your christmas card!

and! Zion and the team will fight with you.
count me in!!!

wednesday metamorphosis was not bad. was gamemaster with the crazy people as seen in the pict there (:
had a rather confusing but funny briefing in the morning and then went to taka with zhiwei to meet erika for my 1t02 class tee during the gamemasters lunchbreak. we were late to report because we waited for sunny to get his desired gogofranks. three of us ran to orchard plaza from taka, ouch.

i guess games went pretty smoothly, had my fair share of fun with the rest of the gamemasters walking around orchard plaza and waiting for the teams to chase after us.. if only there were more people from zion, should be more fun..

went to join yihui, rachel fong, michelle and kar who were supposedly mugging and returned to nexus for a while before leaving for home with rach.
i was flabbergasted. hahaha!

worked on thursday. when i say work, i mean pointless stoning at Dad's workplace.
i cannot stand stoning, i cannot stand not doing anything!!!
so! went off for y!com first Designer's meet of the year at j8 cafe cartel. wow, our group has grown! no longer a total northeast group though northeast still dominates with me, pete, tian, steven, cong and puay - -" but fun, finally meeting more people from other districts! (:
the meeting was rather quick. then had a hard time deciding if i should head down to the Grads chalet, because it is likely that i will reach and can only stay for awhile.. called jon and he encouraged me to go so decided to go...
then, tagged along with philothea, puaylin, cong, ben wai and steven to the foodcourt for some brainstorming session. brain drain after that... cabbed down to the grads chalet with cong and didnt regret going. oh, i very intelligently directed the driver to coasta sans pasir ris, causing me and cong to have to walk back to coasta sans downtown east... >_<>

felt a little weird at first, because i am not exactly from grads grp, but after a while, okay already... gigi prayed for all of us... woah, realised really not many people staying in northeast T_T oh yah, thank God for sunny shinigami! i casually remarked that i want to eat a sausage before i leave the place. so after gigi's prayer, he went to bbq sausages and pass two to me, when i forgotten about it already. (: and they made me take spastic photos of me looking like a glutton with two sausages and a styrofoam box cover as the backdrop!

thanks grads of 06/07, will miss all of you...

friday was a relatively boring day... which ended off with a nice dinner.

today!!! had a lot of fun at NE training class. it's so cool to have the gift of creative communications o.0 dennis was teaching us through freezeframes and theatre, the spirit of commitment and dedication. dined at fatmama before heading home.
oh yah, no one could tell that our freezeframe was trying to talk about commitment... T_T commitment to the red balloon (which is obviously supposed to signify the church what)...

i felt like ah meng when i work.
ah meng, like ah meng at the zoo.
when i work, i am in my slack mode with my back facing the door of the office and scribbling/stealingconnection/talking on the phone. then, the customers will walk up next to me and tilt their head to peer at my face, then exclaim "woah, hao xiang ah! (look so alike!)" to my sister, saying that we look alike or "woah, bu xiang ni leh!", saying we do not resemble each other and the ultimate "woah, ni nu er zhe yang da liao ah! (your daughter so old already)!"

my sister needs to be pregnant at twelve to give birth to me.
i look so young meh? T_T

talking about pregnancy, having a pregnant sister living near me and in my life means i am dreading this wonderful gift that God gave women more, the ability to have a life growing in us. (>_<) her pregnant woes ring on through the day, really very troublesome man... oh, and her best-friend-for-over-a-decade just gave birth recently too. which makes me feel like it is such a near thing and not far in the future that it MIGHT happen to friends around me soon. i mean, time flies what. but ahhhhhhh.... kids = no life, no freedom...
will add the positive aspects of it when my nephew baby issac has opened his eyes to see the world two months later (:

oh yah, and there is this whole big hooha over students who qualify for junior college heading over to polytechnic and causing the cut off points to drop in many polys, thus resulting in many people having to appeal. read an article in ST a few days ago and they were saying there were more than 12 letters from parents being concerned over this issue.

imho (in my humble opinion), poly and jc are two very different routes. although both paths are the two major ones that the high school students would take to continue their studies after their Os, one is specialised education while the other is a stepping stone to further specialised education. so, when students who qualify for jc opt to do specialised edu in smth they want, it should't be deemed as a "wrong" move.

"Polytechnics mainly train middle-leveled professionals with relevant and specialized courses, equipping them with the essential skills and tools to enter the workforce and support the technological and economic advancements of Singapore. A wide variety of courses are provided for the students such that they can work on and develop their interest and aptitudes, and integrate themselves into the new knowledge based economy that Singapore is moving towards."(source) (hahaha, just realised after reading the source belongs to RI.) (NYP is only 0.5hectare bigger than TP? o.0)

the purpose of the polys are not to offer a route for "average" students with higher COPs, as claimed by parents who wrote into forum, but to train people proficient in particular areas and skills. were polys merely meant to be just an average institution?

anyway, with more and more people choosing poly over jc, hopefully moe will be nicer and up the COP for jc from 20 to 22? or smth... to cope with those who really want to go jc...

lalala.

this morning i had a rather interesting first experience, no doubt, haha... *meek smile.
after that interesting and short experience, headed to amk kfc with nea1 (:
i am so glad to see everyone from AND there, despite extra lessons and holidaying etc.
thanks for your commitment, and thanks gigi ng for joining us and strengthening the group.

things are getting exciting...

today was more rotting at work and then leaving for zion coreteam meeting at rix's. went to check out jeans prices at...yea you guess it, amk hub :X. just redeemed a fifty bucks Levi's voucher from m1, due to my glorious amount of Sunperks points due to the bills. took some time to play with the guitar (note: play guitar =/= play with guitar) and attempted playing a few familiar songs here and there, simple time.

oh, was really glad to see the entire team, (: had a teaching coupled with leftover laughter from saturday and went over to amk hub tgt. yea, amk group in amk hub, .__. oh, i malu-ed myself... was shocked to see mr leow with a group of band people, whom i thought was sjab people, thus the shockness and then went "OMG, mr leow!!!" too loudly. then they all turn, ahhhhhhh. >_<

(this post got cut off hlafway when my itchy hands decided to edit it some time later. ): contents regarding the sunday shopping trip with yihui, sunny and ruiyong. and a very great saturday zion coremeeting where there were tones of laughter and we got really strengthened too)

rewriting history,
join us!

yea, maybe we really cant connect anymore.

i ate Macs for breakfast, had it delivered to workplace, and Macs for supper. .__.
work tday was really really boring, but sunny leow dropped by to use the fax machine, so i had 30mins of entertainment. (he cant think of anyone that uses fax in this email age and realised my dad's office has, and it's super near his home...) i got fanscinated by the fax machine too, lol.

went to Rockafella, cause i got the tickets from pam :)
the nicest thing about the whole event is the ticket itself...
it was badly planned. oh, and me and pam were feeling sandwiched and claustrophobic in the midst of many many j2s who came in huge groups. the crew people got us to sit in the second row, and there are alot of crazy big j2s in the first row, and in their excitement to point the ROCK sign into the air, they moved very violently in the fragile plastic chairs, and risked squashing our delicate legs, and all the other people in the second row. had to ask them repeatedly to move forward in rather awkward manners. :/

not all the bands performing were good, so i was looking around and next to us were a group of girls that really speak like .. well, bimbs. "it's like *inserts super eyeroll".... oh my gaaaawwwwdddd~~!" yea, you get the pict, rather entertaining...

pam and i regretted not sitting with my uber enthu classmates who showed up in the classtees. 1T02, you ROCK! they were going crazy in the first row at the othe side of the hall and zi-high-ing, which is fun in a grp.. before rockafella, met rebecca after i just missed the class photo (for the 3rd time perhaps) and her hug nearly squashed me. oww&aww..

oh, i reached the lowest of the event when this jijiwawa guy played. his band was rather good, won one out of the three prizes even, but i cant stand him. he was stealing all the limelight and acting pro with the guitar, like holding it halfway in midair and strumming (but he never change chord... it's the same chord when it is in midair), shaking his butt all around, dancing the victory dance, grinding himself against the female lead, etc etc. while his fellow guitarist at the other end plays all the cheem stuff quietly. haha, okay, it's just me and how i cannot stand him shaking his butt all the time.. it's painful to the eyes.
nevertheless, there were a few good people around. there was this guy who was playing with his pick in his mouth, like kissing the guit, lol. liked avril's band actually, very Fun. while many were just trying to rock it out, rather unnaturally for some.

had a not-so-quick supper with pam at tpy.macs and cabbed home. cabbed to cj this aftnn too :/

a rather heavy heart.

anime's evil, it's addictive.


thank God for a great blessing. my broinlaw got me a 2gb thumbddrive from the IT fair, can utilise it wisely in the future. yes, even after i lost a much smaller capacity one that he got me. (:

i really wonder who is in TDS VSC.
heard some TPians, heard some TDS people too.
who's in my course? :/

wahaha.
google video rocks.

somehow, there's no fma on youtube with eng subtitle aft epi 7 or so.
and some stupid free anime site lags like crazy.
and i found google vid <3



think they have uploaded full epis (not in parts!) till the very last one :D
fma is interesting, kinda makes u go ^^ after watching it,
oh, not forgetting the super morbid scenes/storylines, which interest me alot >_<

rather impressed with all the anime artists/creators, to come up with the storyline, scenes, setting and all the characters and mould the characters into those that we can adore or detest, characters that emote, interact with other characters. all with their imagination and hands. but yeah, i know my manga drawing cmi, so i will just watch and be fanscinated.

today did nth much but watch fma - -" what a way to spend offdays.
went out to meet the nea1 people at amkmos.
had a rather interesting time.

did some maths.
let's see.
one week for an average member:
2h serv
2h after-serv event
1.5h cg
(0.5hx7) QT (that's a challenge already)
that's 9h.
9h over 126h (assuming you sleep 6h a day) converted to % is SEVEN PERCENT.
so we spent seven percent of our waking time doing "official" spiritual things.
note, it's not even seven hours, its 7%.
make that 7%, and make it count, meaning giving the best to that nine hours. :D

got to work tomorrow,
got to sleep now :/

lalala.
i feel relatively lonely at this point in time.
because most of my friends are schooling .__.

it's so fast.
just yesterday the postings came out, today they are making new friends, knowing new people, experiencing a new environment (for those who changed school) etc, which is what all of us did this jan.

i wonder how many will keep the old friends as time goes by.
thanks to reading rebecca's blog, i realised i am missing out alot, boo, missing 1T02 :/

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officially a student of Temasek school of Design. ^^ V

hahahahaha.

for the ignorant: visual communication

work today was really boring.
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it's too slack.

i did alot of eating though- breakfast, lunch and fruits, teabreak and dinner, all sponsered!
keyed in some prices for my sis. long time nv use excel alr. due to my brain's inability to function in the morning, i slept for 5 mins after keying in every column, zzz.

and on the first day of work, i was told that i am going to tio pok aka get sacked, lol!
it's a joke lah. there is some 40yr old man who is seeking employment and i suppose he just got retrenched so dad might consider engaging him when sis goes to rest and awaits her delivery.

actually, my parents' main motive of making me work is not to let me really take over my sister's role, because my school starts when dear baby Issac is due also. his motive is to bind me, so i won't be able to play outside till late hours.

this is my best friend in the work place.
it is a radio, but no, it is not showing fm channel 933 though it is playing.
it is a timer too.
i have stoned at the workplace for 9h33mins by the end of the day.
finished reading a old manga that was confiscated by mr chin in sec1 and doodled some stuff, as usual :/
rather unconstructive day.
oh, played this game on sis' hp- paris hilton and her diamonds or smth. rather interesting. you have to rotate the gems around to have 3 or more of the same colours in a row to "burst" and earn money.

you sense my boredom?

a rather nice sunday (;
though i have the very phleg feeling through this day.. must be the result of sleeping at close to five am this morning.

good, i am regaining the ability to sleep shorter hours. i have to... i have work tomorrow .__." life is going to be really boring now. happy to be around to help out my pregnant sister though. means i ought to stock up on manga and christian lit so i won't die of boredom there and read newspaper every day. gosh... any recommendations? looking for good books regarding personal growth...

met sunny lim while walking through amk hub from the mrt. alright, underpasses rock. then met up with sunny leow and jontay and thinking that we are going to be late, took cab down to joochiat.

i thought of a motto for jontay: WITH JONTAY, NEVER A DULL MOMENT. he is really very funny. however, such golden jokes cannot be posted here for i dont want to be sued/charged. lol. apparently we were very early, met up with chantel and went into the chicken rice place to wait for meeting to start.

oh, the chicken rice there is not bad.

then 16-ed to cityhall with free, gi, yihui n luan. the poor j2s went to mug while i shopped with the guys. sun joined us after free left and we shopped ard citylink and marinasq. it was aimless roaming around. but yeah! i got flipflops (;
no, not hirvanas, because i am too broke and i feel v weird in NUM.. got colourful ripcurl flipflops, rather me when i was in sec2, but i don't mind. flipflops, yay.
it was a rather unfruitful shopping trip, but the guys are funny, so had a fun time.

oh yah, we were totally amazed by GDP- GoodDesignProducts @ citylink.
awesome product design! though rather crude... lol. their series of the nakedman, think it's called propaganda.
i saw this set of eight sketchbooks there, totally awesome, but uber costly..
was super excited at "$24.90" until i realised the "each" following the numbers. ); the sides of the eight books when put tgt form a sketched pict of a girl, and ... aiya, the pages are random and pretty. but it's way overpriced ): buy all and its $200+, craziness.

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indeed, the pictureperfect moments that flash past the young minds can only be made perfect at the right moments.

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i am sick of all your accusing glances.
no, i am not running away.
nor am i taking the easier route off to slack.
if u think it's a slack route, please bang your head and die. haha.
just doing what i have always wanted.
though i always say that softly and with that blank expression, for i don't have confidence in my ability right now,
but i hope to prove you people wrong,
and to excel, to shine and to make those who believe in me proud,
and to use the skills to bless God and His people too.

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i want to keep it here, and make it stronger, and deeper.
wherever You bring me to, i know You'll be faithful.
You made it so, and make me so.
little, but You are no where near little.

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support, support (:

pang hui shan and chloe!

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i am no longer lagging (;
done with bleach #117 this morning at around 2am+, though upset with the lousy quality of youtube :/ i am bored, so did a collage of some screenshots.
and due to my boredom, did another... random thing.. whatever you call it.
in ascending monetary value,
yea, i do have a nano (:
and yes, i do want a macbook!
actually it's the appealing idea of having a laptop, and being able to msn on the bed... carry it around to chill at cafes... but since i want a laptop, get a good one that will aid in the future. so.. tadaa, macbook!
oh, t10 prices dropped.

anyway, blessing!
dad somehow discovered that i have given almost the entire angpow collection to my record-breaking hp bill, and he gave me somemore money to spend, out of the blue!
haha, seems in line with tday's sermon...

tuesday, had a great dinner with the pri sch tuition mates!
it's great catching up and amazing we are still in contact. (eunice lim, where are you?)
mrs yee treated us sakae while we chitchatted.
this is really the "elites league", lol. all of them did very well and are in vj, rjc, hcjc.
which made me feel like a jc dropout ._." guess, in a few more months we probably wont have much common topics to talk about :/
so, i will look at the photo and be glad that the friendship did blossom.

amanda lim is still so funny, and she has a macbook, rawr.
oh, they say my voice became lower...why... T_T

oh yaya, i am finally going to work next monday, for real.
thurs went to TDS for their grads show with xin.
no longer so wow-ed, because saw the nafa one before, but still rather impressed...

i know i am blabbering, and things dont really link.

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it's gone for rather long, i wonder if it's ever coming back.

can i run away?

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