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Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 9:14 PM
i got a cloud above my head O a cloud above my head.

today is rather exhausting... but really interesting, met many people.
on the way to school met xiaoling, a senior from my primary school who stays in the same block as me, and i got company to TP! she is a second yr biz student...

got off the bus outside TP and met xuefen and her EVD friend..
decided to head to DES first and met joseph lin. followed him to the library to print notes... woah, the seniors there look like they can eat up the keyboard keys, hoho. left while he hurried upstairs to meet YT @ Des.
oh, met kaysee at des office too..

went for our first lesson of the day!
ideation.
well... our lecturer is a tad boring... and long winded...
we took an hour to do introductions, attendance, admin matters and introduction to the many material$ we need. 20 minutes break- and some of us went to Jupiter cafe for hotdog.

the people running the cafe are so entertaining. apparently they forgot to take out the hotdogs to defreeze and they were running the whole pack under the tap and we were kinda late for lesson so only ate half the hotdog bun ._.

then watched a video by this national geographic journalist about everyday creativity.
certain parts were overly emphasised that it got a little cheesy... "love the world...",
"look at the ordinary but see the extraordinary" were emphasised so many times. but, the photos the guy took are awesome, my jaw dropped at some.

then we had some group work and presentations. the interesting one was the one where the entire grp has to work tgt to come up with 100 different types of lines in sucha short time. the results were entertaining. i was in a funny group.

(photos uploaded once i find my hp cable)

oh, syaf is in my caregroup (class) ! andersonian in the same cg, so qiao.
so the first lesson went by and we went for our second, "coincidentally" the last lesson of the day, HAHAHA.

comdi, communicating design ideas.
gosh, this is when the stress squeeze its way in.
this lecturer is rather dynamic, interesting and experienced. well, he teaches communication so you can expect his ability to communicate his own lessons.

had a lecture coupled with some familiar stuff like LIT devices. gosh, i never thought i was learning that for future use during my mugging days. this also marks my first project in TDS which includes a 2000-2500 word essay. i never thought i would say this but i thank God for the torture mrs yeo/ms heng put us through to write 2500 word essays on one word topics. so now i know it's achievable. but this one need to express in a creative format but can break the 2000 words into several shorter essays too :D

school passes amazingly fast here- one day two lessons. (: rush down to amk but sarah and huixuan are done already ): hung around with the zionites and many other hopies, taught some bio, taught some maths, taught some eng. then... braindrain... (and some tissues.)

decided to spend some time listening to worship songs and was walking home when i met yanli, pri sch schmate! she's in SP now and happily hugging her laptop. caught up a little.
this reminds me, i met chenxiao, another pri sch classmate yesterday otw home.
he has grown so super tall...

we have all grown much aye..
haha, some walking around TDS makes me miss the klan quite alot..
but i guess absence really makes the heart grow fonder. these times, meetups with them and pam are treasured more, because everyone is so super busy...

saturday photos!

rather ugly collage, but yay. (: i met up with them.

oh pete's bday was the bomb man. it was really fun.
for more info and the process, check out his blog!
there are so many many photos (thanks to yk and jon) i too lazy to put them tgt : X
for topsecret footages of his journey of humiliation, hack our comps!

i'll just say some stuff here.
pete is like the only one i personally bought to Hope and got retained... >_<
see the value, everything changes.

o, another thanksgiving point.
i think my wednesdays end at 12 two weeks later or i dont have sch at all on weds.
You're so good to me, na na na na na, so good to me~

*

right now, they look almost hopeless, for we know.
know some we might not want to.
that's why the cross- He came for imperfect people, not for perfect people, for there are none.
to see hope in them, and see an individual to be nurtured and moulded under care and the right watering.

got reminded of one particular uctm where cong led where we had to hold green beans outside centrept near starhub building.

it's the water that determines what they grow into.
i want to get that water right.

*

Deadlines, be my best friend.

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Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 12:30 PM
i am gg to name my macbook Crumbs, Apple Crumbs.
yah, utter randomness. but i think that it's cute!
(now i need to find the number of the guy and call him to order... im so lagging)

i think i have yet to recover from my highness yesterday.
saturday was awesome!
shall blog abt it later tnight, going off for Andersen's @ amkhub, hoho.

and...
school starts tomorrow, like really.
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Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 12:47 AM
today i met xuefen to go shopping at Artfriend for some materials that she need for school. apparently her course lecturer is more efficient and got them a list of things to buy for lessons on monday, when i havent gotten any instructions yet. it's pretty awesome to enter art friend as a des student rather than a random shopper, hoho.
however, we kuku-ed and couldnt get what she need so... she's heading to tp bookshop on monday!

went over to paragon for muji and embraced its wonderful gel pens. why did the one at j8 close down man... realised more shops closed down- kfc and cafe cartel at cinne are both goners. gosh. settled for subway and it's rather freaky. we both wanted the same bread and fillings, veg and sauce!- when this is the first time we eat subway tgt. halfway through the sub, we did the same thing- pulled out a cucumber n start biting it, at the same timing >_< the scene was rather freaky. and, the sandwich artist (they call themselves that okay) messed up and put mustard in our subs instead of honey mustard so boooo, we made a huge mess clearing our ham from the disgusting mustard, never ate sub so messily before ):

walked around centrept and fareast and she's off for work (:
went shopping alone at fareast and heeren. omg, town is getting to be such a bore...

met yihui for billybombers! but! apparently, my vouchers are for LUNCH only and it's already 6 then, but oh wells, we ate anyway. super filling- the 4 course meal which ended sweetly in ben and jerrys.

keeping options open, allowing to be used in ways you cannot imagine.

walked with her to fareast (yah, again) to find freedy and gigi and the trio went mugging while i head home, squashed.

(and i wonder why i did not take any photos.)

*

i thank God for answering my prayers thus far.
(refer April 15th entry last part...)

i prayed for good company.
and God blessed me with a friend like xuefen (:
although we are not in the same course, glad to befriend her, and looking forward to my coursemates being nice people, hoho.

i prayed for good timetable.
and initially i whined at ending at three everyday and having some sessions on certain saturdays. then i realised there are people whose timetable is from 9-12, 3 hr break then 3-6 which would mean trouble for me. so my timetable is one of the best already.

i prayed for good results.
and school has not start, lol.

*

caregroup meet yesterday was awesome, had a good refreshing worship time.
He is in control, no matter how overwhelmed i am.

i taught them this self written teaching, and had fun while they add on verses to it, and share about their own thoughts.

we'll work and we'll wait for You to move.

no matter how hairtearing it can be, i see joy in working for you.

thanks, for the chance.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 12:01 PM
sometimes i wonder if that's the right way

this day in weeks has not been what i wish
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ 9:25 PM
hoho, my school has yet to begin...
.__.

week one is add/drop subjects for TDS, so we get the week off.
went back to school today for Genesis meeting though, an annual meeting for the entire TDS, held at TCC aka Temasek Convention Centre. was surprised when they began the meeting with bands jamming. uh... well... they are not fantastic lah... maybe because it's 930am in the morning.

and! some girl sang that super nostlagic "keep believing... dreams are for weaving... wonders are waiting to start..." 1/3 '03 oi?! lol. but wow, it was rather awesome with all the song presentations and dance to keep us awake and end on a high note, though the two talks were kind of boring :X

was surprised again, to find refreshment outside TCC after the talk. they are rich aye..
went to the "IT fair" outside DES office. uhm, well, it's 3 counters with 3 different brand of laptops. Apple is cool, they just have this black counter with no fussy deco unlike the others... hohoho.

stoned for an uber long time with the OG and finally moved to DES canteen. after a while, xuefen and i left first and went to walk around at TM (: bought nothing but had fun talking... left for khatib and trained to amk.

amk macs has been bustling with people. met cherie and alot of other zionites, just like on monday- met alot of zionites while meeting huitian and sarah then loitered and went home with wongcixin!

BLOGGING ABOUT CAMP RADICAL orientation.
yes very lag, but they finally upload all the photos! kudos to media crew!
CLICK HERE for all the pictures!

highlights of the camp! taking away all the many lame games they put in to icebreak.

DAY2, 1804
oh yah, we are divided in 4 huge empires- wonka, vader, johnny, elvis which are further divided into subempires- eg wonka W/I/L/Y. i am in Wonka I aka I-yo.

cheers!
design school has awesome cheers, especially to suan other schools. but they were funny.
learn plenty of them.

caregroup!
we are divided into smaller groups called caregroups and we had lunch with our caregroup, which we will be attending modules with i guess, but are not our classes. TDS works on block system so we have no classes. my caregroup people are nice and friendly, the guys are rather gentlemen too. looking forward to see them in class (:

table soccer!

this is their selfmade court! with wooden planks and lastminute(:X) grafitti sprayed on and plastic poles that on slack string so people can only move left and right.

topview! so the subempires compete with one another. the lectures vs freshmen/seniors match is AWESOME, really nice to watch~

SENTOSA trip.
the cool thing about part of our orientation being held at sentosa is that we were there from 830pm to around 3+am, going INTO sentosa via the sentosa express at vivo when everyone else was leaving.

played station games there in our sub empires. was really physically worn down, but enjoyed it. was really tempted to shine my torch into this stranger couple going over each other as we walked past cafe Del Mar with all the beds and sofas... hoho.

guess how we end the day at sentosa?

PHOTOSHOOT. they actually got the media crew to bring all the equipment that you see when you take class photos to sentosa and we ended the day when a photoshoot, eyebags, messyhair and all.

meet I-yo's group mascot who is way popular than the group itself- peter.
why peter? our GL, jacen named him that randomly on the train on the way to sentosa out of his highness.


hoho, actually Yzanne from I-yo made him out of the paperbag TP sent us in the package. (:

oh, the lecturers and Moses were with us at Sentosa till 3am+ and my group was lucky to be back and in the bathing place at sports complex, since the queue extended way out of the loo when we were done and back to sleep.

DAY 3, 1903
Oh, we woke up rather late this day so the day flew by very quickly.

massdance was rather disappointing, whoops.
if you want to be evil and compare, cj massdance is way better.
the difference? the tp people are way more open with touchy mass dance.

lunched at business canteen. met joseph lin and sunny lim, they only start their orientation this day.

had a lecture talk by our own course manager/lecturers.
i feel so so elated and delighted to see nice slides with good pictures. gone are the days of default and plain ppt slide templates. (:
the lecturer made the course sounds rather stressful but... guess we will survive! and hopefully do well.

performance night!
although we dont have much time to prepare, we created a rather interesting storyline.
peter (our mascot) is some ancient artefact in the museum and will come alive when you blow it and curse the people...you get the pict (oh yah, peter is stuck onto a hollow plastic pole- so u can blow from the bottom and it will puff up and go 'high'.) oh, i was just another statue on stage, lol.

some performances were crazy lah- like waving banana in a suggestive manner at the wrong place of the body, 'hot' dancing, fairy godmother with funny accents... and most were the dump-all-cheers-and-scream-loudly kind...

and.. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY- NIGHTWALK.
go to day three and scroll all the way down.. i decided i should not scare myself each time i visit my archives, so... dont want to post those picts up, hehehe.

so, the very hardworking programmers/GLs went all around design school and tape up some lights to dim the place and make the whole school to be in a mess. we were told that there has been a serial murder case in TDS itself and the bodies are lying all around and our task is to find out who killed all the victims who for some reason are all girls.

TDS being design school, have rather superb painting skills?
the make up for all the "corpses" are way bloody and gruesome. ):
how are we suppose to get our clues?
we have to TALK to the corpses and they will act out certain lines. and yah, they have rather good acting skills- like when you are leaning in and listening intently to them, they suddenly have a hysteria outburst and scare you...
oh and some are seated in super artistic positions. there was a pair who sat on wooden cratelike things and one of them was banging a metal chain against the crate and the sound is cool...

to make the game more challenging, they have this dozen of people called the wanderers in black cloaks and ugly masks, just to delay you cause most girls would scream and not dare to get past them when they block our paths. there is this super freaky wanderer with a phamton mask and he is so tall, he hid another similar mask in his body and trash the mask into yr face when you walk past. and the wanderers have like "metal arms" man, they love BANGING all the studio tables and making super loud noises. this is when i realise how vulnerable people are when they cant see in the dark and hear unknown loud noises. oh, yet another wanderer like to piak himself near the stairway on level6 down to the level5 studio and use his/her hair to touch us.

so basically it was scary but fun.
and they ended the whole thing by getting us to go back to the LT and they showed us a video they acted out about the storyline- which is a male TDS lecturer is married to another female lecturer (duh) but the male lect is so charming he had flings with many girls and his wife finally found out and went bersek and killed all the people then commit suicide, hoho.

awesome planning.

DAY 3, 2004

final clash day!
it's a tradition that on the last day of orientation all the schools- applied sci, engine, biz, des and IT will come tgt to compete for many prizes.

and look at us, this is the entire design at orientation in the triangular garden (all the grass patches are triangular in shape, hence the name). we are really tiny lah, the snallest school. engine is thrice or maybe four times us okay.

design marched into the stadium fashionably late and wore our shades and walked past all the other schools, with half the people wearing shades that they made us bring.





sihui, xuefen, lays


the three of us with jingyun and lilin

after many stadium small games which they manage to carry out smoothly and alot of cheering, we walked for 5 minutes to reach our backyard aka bedok reservoir for dragonboating, lol, cool aye.

DESIGN got the BEST SPIRITED AWARD.
(yahlah, we lost best school to biz, but thats because they row boat faster maaaaaaaa.)

oh, i skipped jamandhop because... didnt really feel like staying.
if i did, i probably would have slept through saturday and miss service :X
had alot of shaking on the field in the reservoir alr, lol. whenever the deejay plays music, designs sch will just stand up and dance. i think the rest of the schools think we are weird.
well, we think we are weird too (((:

so! in conclusion, camp radical rocked.

some thoughts
realised that there are many different kinds of people here, even in a design school.
many people come in with a certain interest in design, some with a passion and knowing they want to do this for long, and some because they "bopian" which is so, so sad.
especially this year, my course, visual com, the demand is so high- for every one of us they except, they got to turn down 4 people.
so i feel really frustrated when people are in there because they dont have a choice...

*

oh!
during genesis meet, they gave out certs for those on the director's list, which are those students who did very well in their course.
i yearn to see Hopie up there!!! especially since there are more and more Hope people in TDS.

(:

2 Chronicles 16: 9a For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him

hope that the remaining days of this week would be fruitful!

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 9:38 PM
"freshie oooooi"
"oooooi"
"freshie oooooi"
"oooooi"
"freshie oooooi!"
"suk suk ooooooi"

orientation day one was... so-so. but i think it would really get better (: i had a very bad sleep last night, woke up at 3/4/5 and finally 6+ am, due to excitement - -" woke up to very sweet messages of well wishes from nice people and some from yesterday. thank you!- you know who you are. haha, it means smth to me.
esp the one from cixin, "Ahh, you're no longer dreaming of it! it's been so long since we last thought it wasn't possible... (if i type the rest, she would kill me.)"
haha, guess it's been a long way? from our gallery hunting trips, visiting potential dream schools and... choosing our respective paths.

...though it still feels a little weird to walk into TP as a student and not as a visitor for the Xth time. but after the three-bus journey, walked into tp and met Hopies! doing survey/evax. and no, i dont know them, but it's heartwarming i guess. walked to Des sch and met joseph lin doing evax with the tertiary group. (:

then, yiyou came and said hi and intro-ed me to her friend who's doing year 1 vsc too... did the admin stuff and got ushered to the audi by the superduper enthu group leaders/programmers. the emcees are cute in their way of trying to entertain us, haha.

had a super long talk by the director of TDS, who claim will slap us if we address him as mr wong and not his name, moses. he is a funny speaker. some stuff he said made me feel at home man.
"we are not perfect, but we are learning"
"tell your neighbour..." <- at which i did very naturally and obediently, lol, so used to it.

he spoke about global design, and some awesome achievements our very own lecturers have in their own portfolios- channelnewsasia website design, fourseasons hotel box manual thing (which is like distributed to alot of countries), mobile dialysis machine etc... makes us feel secure that they know what they teach man. that we can jump straight into unsw's year three... etc.

had lunch,
did some station games then it rained....
so went back to learn cheers and the TP song- in sign language, rather cool.

"design tehhhh"
"*whines*"
"design tehhhh"
"*whines*"
"design superduper tehhhh"
"*whinesssss*"

yea, such meaningless and spastic cheers. but i guess that's orientation. rofl.

bus-ed to tampines interchange with new friends from the OG and ohmygosh, all three of us chat till we blur-ly took the wrong direction and only realised it a very long while later >_> so got to take back...

went to meet up with renying! since her sch is also in the east in tampines mall. had a short shopping trip and valuable too- everyone's busy. met an underaged working executive, lol.

and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMQIAOLING.

OFF for three days two nights camp.
back on friday!
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Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 10:31 PM
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW.

(ahhhhhhhh)

haha, i am a bubble of excitement now.

...

pam treated me pepperlunch tday to commemorate my last day of freedom.
met up with nea1 people after their school.
went to serangoon at nine am to get breakfast then met ber to celeb limqiaoling's bday.
we played monopoly and we all think we won.
my last fruitful holiday spent.

schooooool. (:
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@ 8:28 AM
tday after meeting, while the rest were mugging,
i played worms on freedy's betty (his laptop) with gideon.
uh...
gideon was going to trash me but betty lowbatt-ed.
haha, was entertaining. shall get the cd and play on my comp. : X

tday's meeting was very high due to games too.
we played panick.
and zomg (<-please click here), PEOPLE ATE CARDS.
they put the poor card in their mouths and chew them!

hahahahaha.
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Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 9:03 PM
recently i discovered many things such as...

saving (money) is important.
i never understood the reasons for saving, since "money is meant to be spent" and i never really bother to save for something. BUT recently *inserts qi liang sad music* i am super broke, and i thank God at the days that when i am really going to be dollar-less (since centless is too much of an exaggeration), somehow Dad gives some money. i dont get regular allowance during hols... and nowadays, need to get a lot of stuff for school... so money runs low. moreover expenditure doubles/triples during hols.
so! i feel really convicted to save this time round (yes, i say this every year...) to avoid such situations when i am so desp for money ):
save for rainy days such as these...

a laptop is good companion.
i have been fantasizing about typing entries in the comfort and privacy of my own room, being able to use comps until late nights and not wake up my parents due to my thunderous typing :X
and... my macbook desire has gone through Dad and he passed it...
so i am getting it soon. ;D
nights where i can type QT journals are becoming real too...

love is not merely an emotion.
the prayermeet on friday touched my heart.
when God claims he loves us, he didnt stare down from heaven and goes emo about loving us but he sent Jesus to die for us, an extreme act of love.
when we sing worship songs and indulge in adoring Him, we do acknowledge His love and our love for Him. but that alone... isn't really love?
love is a verb, it is an action word.
got to live a life that loves God.
easily said... but... i got to grow man.

i wasted did not utilise my break since Os fully.
especially since i was cheated to work for three weeks.
which is actually grounding me.
last week seems to be really fruitful, especially since i even borrowed some graphic and design books to read. which makes me feel a teeny bit sick, like as though i am trying to read and be ahead of my future fellow classmates, LOL. but i truly read for interest sake.
so... for my future hols, i am going to make full use of them and learn/chillout/ketchup.

*

"are you excited/scared/anxious/nervous about school?"
yah.

having discovered i was not as adaptable as i thought i was in cjc, i am abit paranoid la.
but i really think i would enjoy my time in TDS. (: (the seniors all tell me they think i would too. lol.)

so... if you are a fellow brother/sister,
please pray for me!
that i will have a good timetable, with early wednesdays!!!
that i will excel and do well there and be salt n light!!!
and.. make friends that i would want to keep, that will chiong through crazy seasons with and enjoy the three yrs thr tgt. (:

thank you.

SCHOOL STARTS THE DAY AFTER TML!
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Thursday, April 12, 2007 @ 9:02 PM
having a worship with no depth and relationship with God is like eating bread without peanut butter.
-dengky (:
hahaha, he said this during his sharing yesterday during cg and i though it was very funny, and relevant since i cannot eat bread with nutella now, due to my super huge double ulcers.

went to chill alone today, shopped at marinasq/bugis and cut my hair at chapter 2; again. but... my hair looks the same, but the stylist was real nice too. i realised it's rather torturous for me to be alone, mainly because i cannot LOL-ed without being stared at.

like that day... this ahpek on the train was dozing off, and he was falling towards a middle aged lady sitting TWO seats away, meaning he was falling across an empty seat. he was sitting at the edge of his seat and trying his best to stay awake, but still did not manage. the scene was very queer and funny, since that lady was asleep too. would love to snap a pict, but thought it would be mean. so i suck in all my desire to laugh... so xing ku...

rushed back to amk and met up with tian and peng (:
and i did differentiation. like omg, i dont know how to do lah... hopefully managed to help somehow... ): i need to brush up on my chem/amaths... but.. but.. T_T torture...

went back home, opened the door and saw a fat envelope from TP on the floor.
opened and oh my gosh, my orientation is 4 days 2 NIGHTS, sleeping over in TP >_<
(my wednesday aftnn... the first wed the andersonians are free from ccas T_T)
the overnight thing made me somewhat apprehensive. i mean, i cjc orientation, if it's a bad day, you can at least... hope to leave for home at the end of the day mah. hope there is less games that attempt to make us kiss/touch the oppo gender, zzz.

oh, and they made it compulsory since it's part of some module. the packaging of the orientation was not bad.
CAMP RADICAL.
and being rather designer-ish and creative, they included in the envelope a folded paper bag and a paper on 5 ways we can use that paperbag.

haha...
rather exciting...
FOUR DAYS TO SCHOOL.

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 @ 11:22 PM
i desperately want to eat otah.
i went down to serangoon there after my first otah, and there was no more otah
i walk home to buy otah, and there is no otah. >:(

and i realied that...
many many people are going for tpsu orientation, which i though noone would actually bother...
whoops.. let's just hope i will go to tds orientation next tue and realise everyone still doesn't know everyone (:

i thank God
for healing me before i get a fever and is bedstriken
for getting cherie, baoer, huixuan and yibin for caregrp at rc tday
for financial blessing from my dad

*

DEPTH.
that's what many of us lack.
relationship takes effort, the same way we take effort to maintain our friendship now that everyone is so busy.

WARREN: I believe in both faith and reason. The more we learn about God, the more we understand how magnificent this universe is. There is no contradiction to it. When I look at history, I would disagree with Sam: Christianity has done far more good than bad. Altruism comes out of knowing there is more than this life, that there is a sovereign God, that I am not God. We're both betting. He's betting his life that he's right. I'm betting my life that Jesus was not a liar. When we die, if he's right, I've lost nothing. If I'm right, he's lost everything. I'm not willing to make that gamble.
-from rick warren's conversation with an athiest.
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@ 10:48 PM
i am GREEN.

from D&AD STUDENT AWARDS 2004 THE ANNUAL
(do not sue me...)







thought that the colours are awesome man.
there are much more of these graphics in the book, it's like "dividers" kind.

made the book alot brighter.

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@ 1:05 PM
these few days have not been constructive because i am still a bit sick...
and i have been waking up at noon. ):
it sucks waking up knowing that half the day is over...
i still dont like to sleep, but i have been sleeping alot, since there isnt anyone around to go out with because most, if not, all of the people i hang out with are jc dudettes or/and have school. ):

yesterday was stoning at home till rachfong told me she got pangseh-ed and i went to teach her a little of chem. (crazy lah, my chem sucks sucks sucks.) and we went to join the zionites and simon who were mugging...

X spits garlic pcs on the tray next to the horfan and exclaims: walao, they put so much garlic, they think i am zombie ah?

and yesterday was over like that...

FIVE days before school starts.
i ought to finish up some shopping after i rob a bank or smth.
fyi, i dont get much allowance during hols. my parents give like half of what i normally get sometimes and think it will last forever....

*

i don't love You enough.
for how much You love me.
i need to grow in my love capacity...
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Monday, April 9, 2007 @ 8:54 PM
1200 woke up and felt that my head had turned into a throbbing piece of rock
1210 laid on the living room sofa and watched a little teevee
1220 decided that my head still hurts very badly and went back to bed
1600 finally woke up
1605 record breaking wakeup-time for lays
1630 got food from downstairs, ate half a waffle and loses appetite
.
.
.

gosh, it sucks to be sick ):
especially when it is a sudden bout of sickness.
i only ate half a waffle for the whole day and i am not hungry...

oh wells.

*

it's that poweless feeling that gripped you.
makes you feel small and helpless.
i hate it.

SEVEN days to school
:) :/ :( :D :?
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Sunday, April 8, 2007 @ 8:58 PM
aye...
i don't know where to start..
due to my recent bad moments > great moments and therefore, emo moments, i have been too not-in-the-mood to blog (yes, this is warped logic, again) but ought to blog down life before i forget them, and in chronological order, because i don't know how not to
- -"

MASS UPDATE.

MON.

went down to Anderson to meet up with tian, sarah and elieena. recalls self walking along the path, breathing in the fresh morning air (of course, its 6+am) and moments of tredding the same path with different people just came to mind...

had a not bad meetup then trained home.
went home and slept slept slept.
woke up and went off to meet pamyeo in taka after her school.
it was a rather fruitful time chatting, walking around and ... eating too much.
another fly flew into my melted icecream (i was done with my eating) at delifrance, swam around in it and drowned. (flies are really stupid)
pam: well, at least it enjoyed its last moment in chocolate.
- -"
she went off for her parents-teacher meet ar cjc and i went home...

TUE

slept till very late and met up with rachelfong for shopping(!) since she had no school. went around citylink,marinasq and bugis. it was rather constructive for me, since i could cross out half my shopping list after that...

though we were both rather distracted thinking about other stuff, still enjoyed the time tgt (:

(uh, this day is rather vague in my memory, walked around too much...)

WED

PAMYEO'S birthday!

woke up bright and early to finish up my present for her and headed down to cjc. she expected me there so.. didnt manage to surprise her. headed down to town on a bus and wanted to treat her to good ex food but she was craving subway, so subway we went.
(actually i think she want to save $ for me.)

needed to stall time after that for the others to come, but somehow she herself stalled for me, by going to cut hair. anw, it worked, she was rather surprised to see the rest (:

after the cake, went to lido macs to talk nonsense and i headed to her hse and helped her hang up stuff n rearrange stuff - -"

urgh, i hate the overdose of pink. but pink for that AA diva-in-the-making (:

THU

im so very sorry...

was supposed to head down to AND in the morning to meet up with them and invite people for Easter... but i... overslept *super sheepish look* ):

s o r r y...

met up with jo! and jasm to buy flowers for our great emcee at j8 and went back to aj.
i made a super smart choice of walking around ajc with cj shirt + shorts + flipflops. >_<


anw, this is panghuishan in her prom dress (--") emcee-ing for ajc guitar concert and the flowers her fans gave her and the card i made. :)
i didnt stay for the concert and went off to buy cake for ruiyong and paints!

went down to RC and stared at eggs boil while waiting for everyone to be there.

ANYWAY, i VERYVERY stupidly DELETED most of the photos of eggpainting from my phone...

this is the remaining... which is very pathetic. ):

woe to me. of all the photos my phone didnt delete, i am left with freedy's collection of eggs, which he named FREEDOM (read in drama voice please), a random photo of the mess we created and our collection and finally, ruiyong's too-cute cake... the spiderman looks like its scratching its armpit.

we had pizzahut! and the celeb was a failure, because noone expected ruiyong to have the RC key... so our plan to spring a surprise on him totally failed :(
but eggpainting was fun...

left RC some time after midnight and cabbed to debbie's place...
where the eccentric freedy wanted "quan jia fu" (while yihui was bathing) so everyone obeyed him. come to think of it, we were probably too tired and just simply did what his strong voice was saying... hahaha.

everyone actually konked out very quickly- -", mostly midway deathnote two. only me, freedy and luan were left watching the show and we continued with 300, at which sunny woke up. it's a really pretty show, hahaha, the graphics are all so pretty that even the victims fall in slow-motion. then.. i fell asleep on the floor next to freedy's betty and i don't know what happened.

FRI

woke up, had cereal with milk and cabbed to RC after rotting around.
prayer meeting was awesome, loved the songs we sang...
charged up, yihui, me, rachfong, deng and jon went to discuss plans and directions! ended the super long and really constructive-amidst-lame-jokes meeting and went off to j8 to meet the klan, who hated me for pangseh-ing them to paint eggs :X

6 mins before meeting time, msg came and the meetingplace was shifted to bugis - -"""
AWESOME time (:

(xin, u missed out, bleaaaahhh :P)



it was awesome with cheap and good food already, but these uber sweet people...

bought me the macnici croc! (see entry on 3rd apr)

actually i told them i wanted it and gushed over it, but they still wanted to surprise me with their lousy acting skills. ying,ber and jo bluffed that they needed to go to the loo, when they just went five minutes ago, ran off (who runs to loos?) and didnt return for a uber long time. then, came back and sang happy bday to me randomly and told me to look at my bag which was vibrating. apparently they left the croc there and i was too thick-skinned to feel it.

anw thankyouuuu. (: it made me smile lah, their effots.

SAT

was..
very very tiring.
woke up feeling super tired physically.
the why clip which steven drew was really cool. heard that many teared.

so so glad that amanda and edward received Christ!
finally, edward, yay!

went for lunch at b1 and huili passed me the idN magazine.. omg, thankyou!
(idN = international designer network)
went off to sentosa with cherie, amanda, kar, tian and the rest of the zionites.

our first and only game- we got trashed by... gideon's team for frisbee. omg... - -"
cause its all guys vs all girls, but it was fun lah, like sec2 crosscountry frisbee, longlongago,longago. then we sat around and pigged out on snacks. they left soon after and headed back to vivo.

oh yah, took the new monorail to and fro and it was not bad. just feel that sentosa is so tourist-y now it just doesn't feel like spore, oh wells, globalisation eh.

before gi's meeting, managed to utilise very very little of my sign language and bought smthg from a hearing impaired couple who own a stall.
check out vivocity level three outside food republic every first and last weekends of the month for PaTH- pop and talent hub.

had our meeting in a circle on a open space in vivo with softtoys flying around, thanksgiving, loads of crapping and lame gestures and clear directions...

trained home, washed up, konked out.

SUN

slept till 1pm, whoops. dreamnt that bishan mrt got blown up (whoops, dont sue me, it's a dream)
met up amanda and cherie with rachel fong! fun fun.
on my way home after that, got a little high and stopped by the library in yishun.
borrowed three design/graphic books and 1 on chrisitian truths.
it's been like 2 years? since i went to the library and borrowed books for leisure.
olevel killed my reading hobby.

FINALLY.
u finished this uber long entry.
i wonder why u bothered.. HAHAH.

this week is constructive,
i hope the next and last week of hols woul be too.
i feel sick now though... ):

EIGHT DAYS before school starts!


the high and bored cixin drew me this. (:

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Thursday, April 5, 2007 @ 2:45 PM
List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people, without naming names.

1. i am absoultely disgusted by you, and the outpouring of "love" from your lips. it's not that shallow, so stop being a jerk.
2. i want to scratch your face and see if my hypothesis is correct.
3. why did you do all that? are you really scary and deep to that extent? why? utterly incomprehensible. stop your hurting already.
4. i'm glad i can share things with you.
5. can we hit rewind?
6. wake up, please. you aren't young anymore.
7. live or leave.
8. thanks for being there and believing in me. please do very well too! excel, you babes (:
9. i wish you would take time to ask.
10. mould me and grow me.
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007 @ 10:23 PM
http://www.matchman.com.hk/

so the cartoon who appears at popular shelves have a story too. (:
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@ 9:47 PM
hollows who suck souls.

one cannot claim to love God while hating people,
nor love God while hating the church.
it just doesn't work that way.

...


自责
(to put blame one onself)
this is the chinese word that came to me when i saw them speak.
i guess they are wondering, if they could have done a better job,
then perhaps all these wouldnt happen..

that's how i feel now too.
better than best better than best, how much?
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007 @ 10:04 PM


meet the macnici crocodile. (:
feel rather act-cute posting such a post.
but, the croc toy is really cute...

another current cartoon obsession:

(google-d for this pic)
it's the japanese cartoon octopus thing.
found a huge softtoy of it at actioncity last month but cant find it no more ):

i cant understand my own obsessions about the abovementioned...
:3
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Sunday, April 1, 2007 @ 10:03 PM
i don't have appetite today.
this is freaky. maybe it's due to eating too much catered food/outside food/zi cha.
i miss homecooked food.
but today i had homecooked food.
but i have no appetite - -" arghhhh.

recently, many things have been on my mind, as you can see from the increased number of emo posts. too much holidays is unhealthy, you stone and rot and you... think.
an idle mind is the workshop for the devil.

perhaps.

Hebrews 12:2
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

it's time for some guitar session.
i got new picks :)

tday was fun, gigi made dumplings for us.
saturday was awesome, really. thankyou God. it was great.
will blog more!

for now, i need to take control of that saturated mind.
rest.
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