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Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 9:03 PM
recently i discovered many things such as...saving (money) is important. i never understood the reasons for saving, since "money is meant to be spent" and i never really bother to save for something. BUT recently *inserts qi liang sad music* i am super broke, and i thank God at the days that when i am really going to be dollar-less (since centless is too much of an exaggeration), somehow Dad gives some money. i dont get regular allowance during hols... and nowadays, need to get a lot of stuff for school... so money runs low. moreover expenditure doubles/triples during hols. so! i feel really convicted to save this time round (yes, i say this every year...) to avoid such situations when i am so desp for money ): save for rainy days such as these... a laptop is good companion. i have been fantasizing about typing entries in the comfort and privacy of my own room, being able to use comps until late nights and not wake up my parents due to my thunderous typing :X and... my macbook desire has gone through Dad and he passed it... so i am getting it soon. ;D nights where i can type QT journals are becoming real too... love is not merely an emotion. the prayermeet on friday touched my heart. when God claims he loves us, he didnt stare down from heaven and goes emo about loving us but he sent Jesus to die for us, an extreme act of love. when we sing worship songs and indulge in adoring Him, we do acknowledge His love and our love for Him. but that alone... isn't really love? love is a verb, it is an action word. got to live a life that loves God. easily said... but... i got to grow man. i especially since i was cheated to work for three weeks. which is actually grounding me. last week seems to be really fruitful, especially since i even borrowed some graphic and design books to read. which makes me feel a teeny bit sick, like as though i am trying to read and be ahead of my future fellow classmates, LOL. but i truly read for interest sake. so... for my future hols, i am going to make full use of them and learn/chillout/ketchup. * "are you excited/scared/anxious/nervous about school?" yah. having discovered i was not as adaptable as i thought i was in cjc, i am abit paranoid la. but i really think i would enjoy my time in TDS. (: (the seniors all tell me they think i would too. lol.) so... if you are a fellow brother/sister, please pray for me! that i will have a good timetable, with early wednesdays!!! that i will excel and do well there and be salt n light!!! and.. make friends that i would want to keep, that will chiong through crazy seasons with and enjoy the three yrs thr tgt. (: thank you. SCHOOL STARTS THE DAY AFTER TML! 0 comments 0 Comments: |