hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

the mind is rather saturated now.

(oh yaya, crumbs arrived friday night 1115pm in a really unglam brown box with the free gifts in a red ugly plastic bag. but slice open the cardboard box, is the apple packaging. apple never fails to amaze me with their neat&sleek packaging. guess the thrill is lessened since i've used mac for some time in school, but nevertheless, its MY macbook. yay.)

today started with gamescom meeting. rather unfruitful one today because its early morning and everyone was halfdead, besides the usual sane jess.. and, we had a hiccup in the morning due to miscom, but it was rather funny :X oh, the com abused my crocpiak.

service was good.
though people may be more physically there than the big guy upstairs, that guy can never be shaken, my strong fotress..
i thought that the ending must have made eelee rather proud, the fruits of her labour.. when she was taking care of northeast, i was still a disobedient unconnected believer who happened to be at camp. she prayed for me to get holyspirit bapted! (: investment in lives of people in the kingdom, hmm.

got kidnapped alongside with tian and peng to rc first since buffet guy was there already.

there were tears.
but there i see a strong people who treasure one another.

there are unspoken regrets deep within me, things i felt i could have done better, things i wish i could see to completion, things i wish to see be done..
but i guess its normal.. so i will do what i can now.
theres much to think through, much to fulfill, hence the saturated mind.

went to tiamo with zionites!
in the wave of my mixed emotions, i gobbled down an icecream waffle and three chicken wings... rather binge eating since i ate w.o stopping, lol.

theres bound to be emotions, missing one another, unfamiliar changes, scary situations.
but we will all go through them, in hope that the kingdom come soon, and we will go back to our fellowshipping in heaven.

hohoho.
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