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Sunday, July 1, 2007 @ 1:28 AM
i am a thief... lalala.i had a great ending to a good day. just returned home from tauhuay with cong, lun and lee. the great thing is lun was craving for his fav chongpang nasilemak, so he got cong to go with him, and the two other yishuners tag along since they dont know how to walk there.. so we had tauhuay first and just chatted about everything under the sun, like really- from oral experiences to random school stuff and to weird theories etc, was fun.. and got more tauhuay and their nasilemak and cabbed home.. eversince i joined Hope, i realised the variety of food i eat actually expanded. tauhuay is a wonderful supper fellowship tool man and an alternative cheapo comfort food, esp the outlet at serangoon central which many emo-ed at, lol. then the katong laksa(sss) near church office, otah... might be shocking to many people, but i dont eat all those stuff in the past one.. haha. after service and much sitting around at meridien, had bday celeb for walmond. i guess he is rather mysterious to me, since i had never talk to him properly except for that icebreaker session at sentosa which we had no choice but to exchange random favs so as to not get drenched by the evil gamemasters... but throught the affirmation, i guess the pict of him got clearer. LOL. guess it will still take me time to know many people in minops but i am really thankful that they are really open and not exclusive nor inward kind, really treat the newer people the same, make me feel belonged and stuff, haha.. i guess i would need the support and encouragement, oh, friday, i reluctantly headed back to anderson for speech day and got locked out of school. reluctantly because... i just dont like the competitive atmosphere. maybe jasmine is right by saying i am a little insecure there, but when i head back to the school in an occasion when i have to meet my peers, i often find a need to appear really happy, although i am TRULY happy doing what i like to do.. there's just some form of ostracism? like top institutions = superior kind of thing. oh, so i sat outside the school with some of them who got locked out too, and talked nonsense. oh and i heard smthg absolutely disgusting. the school used to have this glass room place where they would display students' artworks etc, but it has been replaced with results slips of everyone. like... it is nauseating... i dont see how such thing is healthy for someone emotionally? talk about love hate relationship with your school. so while i was sian-ing over the whole school thing, my very kind friends were so high i couldnt low on my own so i got better, learnt a game from huishan, received a hp accessory from the ajcians, and just ate ze cha with them at amkcentral. was a homely and warm meal, in the drizzle. hoho. emo emo. arigato, people. i dont know how i would have survived sec sch life in that cell w.o you guys man. and it goes to show that the andersonians need to know there is more to life than studying... sat serv reminded me of gods promises and i just kept thinking of haggai 2:9, about the time we celebrated having multiplied. and deep in my heart i wish to see this promise come to past (: so, seepeng, huitian, sarah, yiteng, rachel, WORK HARD. of course this goes to pete and the guys too (: and the busride home with ber was simple, heartfelt and i thank God for you dear (: picture-less posts... because i am lazy, muahaha. it's july and this next half of the year is absolute madness, but i am hoping on! 0 comments 0 Comments: |