hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

so today i became stronger.

after the lecturer called my work "the worst", "ugly" and "disgusting" in front of the whole class.

haha... it was this rubbish art. as in, literally. we had to make a 3D sculpture from recycled materials. so in my excitement, i forgotten that it is supposed to be a 3D sculpture, and made it very collage like...

oh yah, this module is called 3D art fundamentals.
in contrary to what i thought it was- teaching you to draw in 3D/angle drawings, it is all about sculptures. ._.

i know how bad i did, so was rather reluctant to turn up for lesson today, but i know i cant run and cant hide, so went anyway and hear his many words. take it in my stride..? it is rather embarrassing and humiliating though..

maybe it will become a vicious cycle. because i am so discouraged by his comments then cant do well for the next piece then the feedback gets worse etc, lol. oh wells..
i have nice friends though (:
yt said i looked very depressed, but i didnt realise i was looking depressed, as usual...
so when i took bus with her, she encouraged me etc. it's just reassuring and livening... zhiying gave a few pats on my back... haha. i appreciate you guys!

must add a disclaimer: TP lecturers are not so mean one, at least those i have met.
that guy is just so great that he made me dread school for the first time in the past months. it is just that he is either hypocritical or forgetful, because he can say that your work is good today, and bad the next..

i was scared of my drawess tcher because she seems really cold and i cant draw still life.. but it all turned out okay. the worst thing that she ever said was "redo."

so i will do what yt said and "bury his demoralising words".

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