hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

I am currently stoning in 2D Art Fun class with natt and yt beside me while waiting for pcom interview. Not nervous yet. There are many things I wanted to pen down but I kept forgetting.

Many people (aka Robin) have been saying I have been looking and sounding stress. School now can get rather miserable with many things to do. But yay, no more daily essays for mkdes and pcom should be paced slower too. Another thing that has been tugging... I hope it will just disappear and through it, my understanding of God will reach another level.

Another thing is regarding grades.
All those in the Spore education system have been complaining and grumbling about how unfair the system is and one's intelligence should not be judged by one examination blah blah. Just heard another round of this from Yiteng, Seepeng and Xiuwen at their caregroup yesterday. It was nice talking to them again.

For design school, we have been talking about how lecturers are biased towards certain styles and their preferences, such as the infamous "abstract". And sometimes or many times, it is reflected in the grades they give us.. And another thing is regarding effort vs fruits. Many times the amount of effort put in may not necessarily bear the fruits one desire.
Got to slowly accept it and not let grades affect the value of the works to myself..

I think I have been forgetting to blog about my caregroup sessions but I am really enjoying them. They are simple and relaxed and always bring about light hearted laughter and joy. Yesterday's session was short and fruitful too. Last week had a mini welcome for Yong kang and Carmen with kfc, pizza and mrs field's brownie cake (!). The traveling really sucks sometimes but always find it worthwhile. Especially when Puay drives us a distance out. Thank you Puay!

And I am meeting some designers later with Cong to share some stuff. Felt really blessed because it was a last minute change from tomorrow to later in the afternoon and everyone was willing and can make it.

Another thing I have been thinking about recently is how I really grew up in Hope.
heeeeeeeeeellllllllo the pple who loves lays the sour cream and onion flavourrrrrrrrr!!!!!(: alien attack from nathalie who is distracted and not painting her abstract piece. They are supposed to be inspired by Styrofoam pieces. rofl.
I realise that Hope is the one who introduce many food to me. This is random.

YT told me one day that I always have a differing opinion or an opinion of my own but I never really realise that myself. I guess my value system was set in place in Hope and it is so encouraging to see many people's lives, whether they are close in my life or that I only know their face but hear about their stories.

Yesterday was just hanging with Rachel before cg and viewing some photos from early this year or last year and it is just great to remember...

Oh, i better start panicking about the interview that is 50minutes away. ):

Times I strayed, times I was weak and broken,
You are faithful.
Bring me through this too.
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