hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

This week feels like the longest one, ever.

What we have been doing is equivalent to taking two modules, so she says.
Today is the day that I begin to sit back, enjoy the great company and fun time.

Had dinner with these people and a long sitting-on-the-curb-with-a-roach-session, talking about dreams, about people, anticipations and whatnot.

My supposedly good phone gives fuzzy holga colour photos, I have mixed feelings about this, lol.

Caught really pretty skies recently.
A rainbow one at dusk over my block of flats, a really glorious one in my morning dream and an orange ball disappearing behind the horizon on a pink-tainted ('cause TDS has purple windows) sky. But, woah, sunset!!!

And... my camera did not do justice to any of them and I cant photography my dream, unfortunately. so... :/

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Snippets off the journal that I wrote on the last bus home from Tampines.

"Me.
I like making beautiful things out of my bare hands and mind.
I like making things which make people happy, let them breathe in a world that is dying and wasting away.
I love the people He gave me, I love love. I love pretty sunset skies, like the one I just saw this dusk."

"I want to be the person that make people's messages clearer, be the one that create the things that will make the recipients smile a priceless smile people will pay anything for, yet cannot buy."

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Ber's so sweet.
(Be jealous Xin, be very jealous, muahahaha.)

Fighty, fighty!
"for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose."
-Philippians 2:13

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Dear Bernice had a quick lunch at the heartlands with me, packed a part of my room and went home. I get very touched when people want to pack up my sty for me, 'cause it really looks impossible. I insist it's organised but messy.

I'm looking at blank open canvases and blank layout pad with a blank mind ._.

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Life when fourteen is an aimless yacht, stopping by random places in all its spontaneity,
Life four years later is a submarine, bobbing up and down in the waters, thinking it knows its way. 0 comments

I love it when gmail tells me it has successfully sent my mail, especially when it concerns if my head will roll. Survived yet another month (:

Despite having severe brain drain, I am rather happy.
Stumbled upon this song by the The Pierces called Secret and thought that it's really kind of cool, like what YT said, will fit well into Tim Burton's films, hahaha. Love it.
And I was trying to find time to go to HMV to grab their CD and yao gave me this deal to buy the entire album online so the songs are happily in Cream now, hoho. Click here if you want to hear the song. ^^

Went to Thieves' Market with Pammie a few days back. It is really quite different, not like we have much to buy... wanted to get this pretty bag until I realise it's moldy, lol. And yeah, Haji Lane is really overrated. She is really my fav cabbing partner, since running to flag cabs home from CLMs to now (:

Lemme blog about my bosses.

This was from my dear Boss and shepherd, Philo.
I don't think you'll have time to stop by this blog... haha. Was pleasantly surprised when she came with many of those pretty cupcakes for some girls, as Easter present. People hardly give out Easter pressies and you actually took the time to personalise this amidst yr crazy work. Arigato plenty (:

This is my new Boss.
He is a super diligent, bao-ga-liao boss.
But with this comes high expectations and standards. It's tough now but I hope the fruits of all this labour will smell so, so, sweet.

This is a Holiday that is busier than schooldays ._.
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This is what I will call a mix of emotions.
The intense heavy pain and disappointment, the mild sense of lost, and that nagging little voice of determination, subtle emptiness and what not.

Yes, this is a rare emo post.

This is a beautiful Easter though. I came to Nexus empty, not expecting much due to the weariness from early morning and little sleep. Yet all the truths spoken just filled up that little hungriness of the heart. I am glad, I was touched.

Those ugly moments to no one I would show, yet You know and understand.

Memorable twenty-second-th.
Really glad for Yao and Xinyi, really glad the animation and song turned out really well, glad to have YT around to kaciao...

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I'll ride through with you, God. Be with me...
Selfish people we all are.
Jesus, please take the wheel. Steer me to where you know I need to be best.

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4 more weeks before scary year two.
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Taken from yiyou's fatfaith, no idea where she got it from.

Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering.

Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job."

So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away.

They moused.

They faxed.

They e-mailed.

They e-mailed with attachments.

They downloaded.

They did spreadsheets!

They wrote reports.

They created labels and cards.

They created charts and graphs.

They did some genealogy reports

They did every job known to man.

Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency and Satan was faster than hell.

Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off..

Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curse word known in the underworld. Jesus just sighed.

Finally the electricity came back on, and each of them restarted their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming: "It's gone! It's all GONE! "I lost everything when the power went out!"

Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the past two hours of work.

Satan observed this and became irate.

"Wait!" he screamed. "That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work and I don't have any?"

God just shrugged and said,

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The latest issue of idN just flew in and settled in my mailbox, was rather happy to finally receive it. The feeling is as delightful as huge spongy envelopes with clothes :X

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Went to the TDS grad show on Thu with Yingnuo and YT.
The wow-i-am-so-blown-away feeling was really low this year. I remember being so awed by everything last year and at NAFA's VC also leh. I wonder if it's because I am studying this now or what.

There is really a commendable number of Illus pieces and even those graphics people did Illus. There was this weird sense of familiarity, like we have seen those styles before, somewhere, someone.

That's when I feel I really need to find a style of my own, yet be very versatile and can "bao-ga-liao". Want to do something not yet seen before, creating it with my hands and seeing it come to life.

It's tough competition now man, SP had their grad show at vivo and publicised in idN ._. but I knew it too late to go take a look. Think it will be rather interesting.

Still want to do this, and do it well...
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Ikea-ed with pang, ang, wong and chng!
They came over for me and chng the eastsch people and we ate, walked around and discussed about house decor. Then came the very typical conclusion when my friends will decide I won't appreciate their warm house decor and tell me not to visit their homes T.T, cause I prefer modern houses, sleek and strong.

We came to the tiny 22m.sq room suited for a bachelor but apparently, they think it is very suitable for me, messy, disorganised, super lazy with everything within reach. (One of them even said that my upperdeck bed will be super neat 'cause I will just sleep on the sofa after doing work.) All the room needed was a few packs of chips, food crumbs and the inhabitant, me. Lol. They are very right, I sincerely like that room. It looks smthg like this, pardon the fuzzy image:

This isn't like my real-dream room, but it's the closest one when you think practical. The real dream room I drew when I was damn bored in sec 2 is pretty much "unrealisable".

We went our separate ways outside ikea to bus home and yay, cixin 969-ed with me, that long bus ride and she gave me motivation to learn animation. Let's hope it works out ^^"

Shall advance-book them before they disappear behind their tys.


it's people that matter to you, that make you smile and laugh and you truly mean it.
it's the same people that break you and hurt you like no other can. 0 comments

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The National Anthem's tune is playing on the radio,
There's the soft sound of Uncle's broom against the floor downstairs,
The sky is getting a little less dark.

I give up on searching ):
Time to hit the bed. 0 comments

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Ecclesiastes 5:18-20

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