It's a good Saturday today...

The worship song sang during CLM reminded me of a particular meeting in Nexus some time ago, where we repeated the song over and over again, and during that time it reminded me to go back to knowing who God is, before I see why I love Him, and why I serve Him.
Know -> Love -> Serve, and it goes in that order. You can't serve without knowing who you are serving.

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I observed that I have come to a life station where I realise one can really choose what one wants to do with his/her life. Due to TDS' rather flexible timetable, you see people doing more than just school. People work, school and play hard. We all choose our own priorities, whether it is money, grades, friends etc, and "fun" varies from person to person. I hope that a few years down and I look back at what I choose to put first at this point in time, how I choose to lead this life will prove to be regret-free.

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Recently I realise how I dislike how some words said to me make me feel really small.
My idea of "feeling small" came from this series of comic called Magical Pokemon Journey.


This may sound totally random... but I shall continue... this is probably the only pokemon spoof that I read. I tend to prefer original story being a good and faithful pokemon fan, but this one's really cute and well done, imho (in my humble opinion). There's this story, (I can't rmb which one and I lost half of the books of the series T_T) where a character was being mean to Cleafairy, whose character is really shy and insecure in the book, and it shows her shrinking smaller and smaller as the frames proceed. Hahaha, I have no idea why my memory in primary school can be so vivid when I can't even remember my OGmates. :X
So.. the point is, I want to be careful about not making other people feel small...
with my speech.

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And I have this weird theory I call the Hairdresser's theory.
Suppose you are a hairdresser and I am the customer, your 10th one that day and you are really tired, so you give me a shitty haircut. I may be one of yr ten customers, and one of the many heads you see, but I only have this uh, patch? of hair on me and your not excellent spirit caused me to live with a shitty haircut for a few weeks.

So... it's like this may be the 25th birthday I am celebrating this year,
but it is someone's one and only ( insert age digit )th birthday, so I still hope it is done to the best..
Like how this may be yet-another-one of your new believers, but God only molded one of him/her and now that precious one is in your hands.

I don't know if this makes much sense, after all I am not a very profound truth/analogy kind of person, but these are some of my thoughts...

And I am glad we made someone 21st a memorable and happy one worzzzz. Hohoho.
Why all your hot dates, clashes with deadlines?!