Was reading this verse and the image replayed literally in my head.
I remember being in Hope HK's ministry house and making my bed almost everyday, I got to fold the mattress up before I leave the house because they have to use the space for cg. I couldn't fully grasp the understanding of being in the depths until that period in time. Sometimes the words and the memories of the first boss still rings through my mind and makes me feel like I am never going to make it.

Lately while I am supposed to be giving my full concentration in doing work, my thoughts have been wandering off into space, wondering about what to do after graduation. There's the yearning to see beyond our island-that-feels-like-it's-covered-under-a-belljar. Don't get me wrong, I love SG, I love the comfort here, the cove I can always delve in, hide and be sheltered. I know the bright lights elsewhere are but pretty on the outside, and I know how tough it is to run out of money overseas, to have to handle chores and work and having little friends.

I hate having to miss out years of friends' lives, to not be there for them.
I don't want to walk out on Creatives and crazy the workload can get, I enjoy every little victory we have.

And yet, that yearning just grows every day.

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