hello there, this exists to help my failing memory remember things I would want to remember a few years down the road.

Just when I thought the FYP monster has been dealt with and would stop hunting me, here it comes again. This time round in the form of an external critique. 50-50 chance of getting and yes, I am in.

And of all external examiners that they can get, they got Chris Lee, of Asylum. (and another er, angmoh?, I'm sorry I didn't catch the name :X)
The guy I was about to try my luck and send my measly portfolio to for a tiny internship opening -__-. The guy who just got President's designer award, the highest honour for a designer in our land here.

And I'm supposed to speak to him face to face about my imaginary project I have put together. :|
Though on my way back... I did think it's an opportunity I might not ever get.

Friends who love me, can you be on standby for comfort ice cream come Tuesday?
If not, maybe er, celebratory ice cream? *glimmer of hope in eyes*

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"We can live a totally different life away from here, and come back and pretend that it doesn't count. Pretend that we're still the same person we were when we left here.
-Justin in "London is the best city in America"

That's an irrelevant quote, just one about leaving.
Because lately, the airport we frequented to send two lovely people off.
(FB low res photos make me very pekchek!)


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And I knew part of it was coming from me,
coming from how I often idealized things that weren't familiar.
-Emmy in "London is the best city in America"

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In 7 hours time, I will be sticking (pinning?) stuff on huge panels alongside everyone who has laboured so hard for this day to happen. Never did I anticipate and fear a Friday so much at the same time.

This is a mental note to myself to have less envy and regretful thoughts even as I see awesome booths all around me. No one understands the torture and pain of fyp like we do and may our hearts be filled with gratitude that we made it through it all and not look elsewhere..!

Tonight I will be heading to Pomo again, like what we have been doing the past few days, warming the wonderful TCC seats (and having them refill our little cups of ice water all the time. But tonight is for a relatively different reason.

I don't know what I'm getting myself into, but panghuishan it'll b lots of fun with you I believe. See you!

And see you, coursemates.
Oh, liberation is here.
Sleeeeeeep is here.

Not right now though.
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Today I hobbled around dhoby area with a tote bag, in it is my fat laptop and a few pieces of rolled up precious A2s. I was hugging a stack of pretty Aspire paper and a cutting mat.

Suddenly I remembered one of those motivational workshops in the beginning of sec 3 that the school forced us to go through. I drew myself like this when they asked "what you see yourself as 5 years later".

Everything was quite accurate visually. The feeling, quite different.
Less of that enthusiasm, & anticipation, and much heavier eyebags.

Tonight is squatting at Nuo's!
I am a pest :K

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¹⁶Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. ¹⁷For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. ¹⁸So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
-2 Corinthians 4:16-18

What Cong shared during LG shook me a little---
about what we are building and working for is temporary, and it's what is in us at the end of the day that will be for eternity : )

Oh me who claims to be far-sighted and always living in the future, how much further can I go than eternity man.

okay, work time.
Squatting at YT's to stay awake. :D

Thank you for lovely "Exam's kit", Carmen & Voon.

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If I'm crawling like a tortoise and chomping on my deliverables in my own sweet timing, and Time is moving so gleefully like a proud hare,

Does it mean I will eventually win?

:D
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